DYLAN O'BRIEN - STEALING AND RIPPING OUT TEEN HEARTS SINCE 2011

if you don't know who dylan o'brien is, you've probably been living under a rock. good for you. STAY THERE. don't fall into the trap of his jawline, his scruffy hair and his weirdly attractive jawline.

i have spent almost 2 years avoiding teen wolf, the intern (which everyone should avoid, regardless of the fact that dylan is in it.) and the maze runner. but then it all changed. i'm anti-social and extremely introverted so i thought it would be a good idea to hang out with friends! yes, friends, the people who at one point in your life will stab you in the back. fantastic. ANYWAYS my friend invited me to go see maze runner: the scorch trials. i was really nervous because of all of this time i had spent avoiding dylan was about to go to waste. i went anyways.

the scorch trials, as a film, wasn't the best, lacking a clear plot and often lost track. BUT ANYWAYS dylan o'brien ripped out my heart and i'm never going back. the club scene made me want to die in my seat and close ups of his face made me want to scream. i kept my cool, because i will NEVER admit that i'm in love with a cishet caucasian male.

next thing you know i'm searching up dylan o'brien interviews and watching the first maze runner installment ALL THE WAY THROUGH. i am entering a new phase that will ultimately ruin me. (good thing i never had an ezra phase. i don't think anyone has ever had an ezra phase.)

if you don't know who i'm talking about, don't make me search up pictures. i can't handle this. 

STOLEN- A POEM

STOLEN

we each painted a picture

yours looked just like mine

stolen from my sketchbook

all the same, even the lines

the only difference was

a little change in hue

they gave you a little star

it wasn’t fair for me to lose!

they gave us a little project

you didn’t do the work

I spent hours doing research

my brain started to hurt.

but then along you came

you took the paper from my hands

you didn’t even move a muscle

and the teacher called you grand.

you wore the clothes I wore

and they said that you looked great

when I wore the clothes I wore

all they said was hate.

you say the things I say

they call you such nice things

but when I say the things I say

I’m not even a human being.

NOT ABANDONING THIS BLOG

i haven't been on here for like a week.... sorry.

BUT THIS BLOG ISN'T GOING ANYWHERE. INTERNETSECTIONAL IS ALIVE AND RUNNING

C U ON THE FLIPSIDE

UR FAV IS PROBLEMATIC - EZRA KOENIG

ezra koenig, lead singer of vampire weekend, is problematic. here is my proof:

• he has a nose dent the size of the grand canyon
• he likes FIGHT SONG meaning he likes generic POP SONGS meaning he supports CAPITALISM TAKING OVER THE MUSIC INDUSTRY
• i don't know where this is going
• i'm mad at him
• pickle puns? more like ickle puns
• his selfie game is WEAK
• he keeps on trying to do impressions but everyone needs him to stop
• idk
• who the fuck likes anime
• HE CAN'T USE THE LETTER "C"
• where is vw4? a question koenig has avoided for many months
• ezra voice SUNDAYS ARE MY GOTH DAYS (via arzEjac3)
• still mad
• fuck i'll think of more

*drops mic*

THE BIG PROBLEM WITH THE PHRASE "BOYS WILL BE BOYS"

as young girls, we are taught by our mothers that we should cover up. show enough, but not too much. we are taught that we should never wear things that shape our figure, we are taught to hold our belongings close to our chest and never, ever go out alone. why? because we might get sexually assaulted. we might get raped.

when i questioned the things my mother taught me, she replied, "boys will be boys". she said that boys were going through puberty, that it was common that they would be extremely sexually attracted to girls my age, or even younger. but even so, shouldn't we teach them consent? we teach girls how to protect themselves from rape, but we never teach boys about the importance of consent and NOT to rape. why does this double standard exist?

"because men are like that. men get horny." and so do girls! but you don't see me wanting to bone every boy i might be attracted to

"boys will be boys and girls will be girls." yes, but gender should not determine what we learn about sexual acts. if girls have to learn how to protect themselves from rapists, we need to teach our male youth early not to rape and teach boys that consent is extremely important.

IN RESPONSE - EDEN

in response to this post

"just imagine if u used cambria for this post"

CAMBRIA - THE BANE OF MY LIFE

so a teacher hands you a worksheet. in front of you is words, words, words. in what font? no, it's not comic sans. times new roman? incorrect. IT'S CAMBRIA. MOTHERF*CKING CAMBRIA

THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF FONTS TO CHOOSE FROM.... AND YOU CHOSE CAMBRIA???1?? THE DEFAULT FONT. DID YOU EVEN PUT ANY EFFORT INTO THIS????

this is literally the smallest issue ever but it irritates me to a point where i want to SCREam

STOP USING CALIBRI/CAMBRIA 2K15

FIRST POST, MEET THE HOST

that rhyme is awful!!! i'm bad at rhyming!!!

hello, this is my blog. it is not a good blog, not for you entertainment purposes but for my venting purposes. i'll probably blog abt feminism, music and other things ! if you do enjoy this blog share it with ur loved ones, ur cat and ur horses! spread the word abt INTERNETSECTIONAL bc shits abt to get real....

can't wait to see what this blog becomes! hopefully i don't abandon it

x,
zahra